A sleepless night.
Do you know the thing about over-thinking stuff during night-time ?
Sometimes I have these kind of nights, that I’m not sure about what I’m doing. And that I’m kind of scared of all the things I’m doing. Then I don’t know if I ever can live of my designs. Then I don’t know if I’m strong enough for the scary-design-world. Then I’m scared that everything will be not ready in time. Then I doubt about my ideas.
Luckely I know that the next day everything will be fine again. And that I don’t have to be to scared, because you always have to try to reach my dreams. That’s the most important. I try to keep saying to myself that no one will blame me when it isn’t working out well. I just can try the best I can, and hope for the best.
During my sleepless night I send a brave e-mail, I ordered a new weavingloom, ordered new yarns for a project, did some crochet, made new walk-walk-walk videos, made this blogpost, drunk tea, ate milka-chocolate-with-oreo.